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Sunday, 06 December 2009
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My mind ain't resting
Spent the whole day at home after church.
That's what I needed to recharge myself so as able to fight for tomorrow battle.
You never know what tomorrow is going to be like.
My mind is always twirling, thinking and not letting go what I should let go.
Pondering about certain issues and my brain is just not resting.
Today, I finally could find some time sitting in front of the telvision and NUA.
It's been some time I sitted on the sofa and enjoy the television programmes.
It just so happened that I tune to channel 8 to watch the chinese drama.
What struck me during the drama was when I saw these 2 housewives stood up for their friend and go against the hussy who spoilt their friend's family. To SUM it all it's FRIENDSHIP! They used to sit in the round table and pouring their sweetness and their bitterness in their family. It's friend who give good advices and strong encouragement to one another to bring them to a higher height. They stood as one to go against the evil ones. True friends stand by you, backing you behind your back, supporting you. Not letting you fall easily.
How true it is that at times when we are so busy with our routine work, ministries, etc that we tend to neglect them. When we need them, they are a call away. Somehow when our life is a bed of roses, they seems to be very far. Today as I was searching my heart, how true it is that at times I neglected them. Maybe one or two. When you are in trouble, that person face just come to your mind.Guess it's time to pick up our phone and call them, sms them telling them how much they mean to us even in our bad and good times ^^
P.S: I'm sorry for neglecting you...superman! do forgive!
Tuesday, 01 December 2009
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^^
Recently, gastric pain kept knocking into my life again!!
I had my regular meals, cut down the amount of chilly but still it occured!
Today while I was playing with my kids, suddenly it just attacked!
Of course I had to remain calm so as not to affect the kids.
However, the pain is just unbearable.
Thank God, he heard my prayers that he lighten the pain.
Just nice it's nap time.
I sat beside this boy of mine patting him to sleep.
He started looking at me and said " Miss Nicole, are u ok?"
I replied: " yes, dear!"
He said something which melts my heart that I couldn't feel the pain anymore.
" Miss Nicole, I wait for you ok? I know 15 mins more is going to be your break. Nah, I leave some space for you so that you can rest with me." the next thing he did was , he shifted slightly to the side of his mattress to provide some space for me.
Goodness...I'm super touched! I rather pain for the whole day la..haha..
I felt so cherished and being taken care of by my kids man! =)
HEY!! No matter how I look at myself I don't find that I look alike with Mian Bao Chao Ren( bread superman). What's more chao ta mian bao...!!! However, Mr Ting Chun announced in the FACEBOOK!! @_@ I can't find chao ta mian bao..LOL!! Too bad!!
-> ting chun ahahaha( join bread club)
Monday, 30 November 2009
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God Did you reallly give her vision??
Yesterday, I just posted my thought and desire to tender my current job. Today, I was the first to be called in for STAFF APPRAISAL. At that moment, I was fearful and wondering what VL will say. Will it be as bad as I thought? Well, went in the conference room with faith.
To cut it short, it was not as bad as I expected it to be =). Thank God!
However, I was taken aback later part of the conversation with VL. Well promised her that it would be confidential hence for the detail it shall be kept mum. Fine..^^
God! MAn why every conversation with her, poor God will be used!
God! she said it's your opening...
God! she said it's nt by chance...
RAWR!! 2 days to give her an ans!
What's your plan for me...pls tell me within 2 days =(
I dont want any regret!!!!
I had always been taught
to ask God for what I needed
and that he would give me
whatever I ask for in his name.So, I asked God for
prosperity, power, popularity,
good grades, safety, success,
good friends, health, and wealth.In all these things,
I asked God for more of what I wanted,
but he gave me more of what I needed:
Himself.
Sunday, 29 November 2009
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Hope
Ha..Finally back to blogging..
Recently, so many things had happened that one post can't fully expressed. * well, I shan't tarnished the childcare reputation here*To cut everything short, LEAVING was all I thought and ponder everyday.
How I wish I could just throw in the letter and give immediate notice saying: " YES! I'm LEAVING..I'm Leaving from this terrible place!" But I realised I can't. I Don't have the courage. Since the end of october I tell myself, I have to..and I MUST talk to aunt about my thought of resigning. *Guess it's just a basic manners and courtesy to sound her before throwing in the letter..* TILL TODAY...I HAD NOT EVEN SOUNDED HER!! each time I walk into office, I just counldn't bring myself to tell her. I strugggled!! Helplessly, I left the office once more.. =( GOODNESS!!!!!! I don't want to drag!I've been thinking real hard about my next plan in life. What is it that i really wana do? Do i really love kids? Do I really have a burden for them??? Somehow they are the reason why I am still clinging and holding on to my current job. However, helping and teaching a non-typical child really bring joys to my life. Whether be it down syndrome, ADHD, autism, etc..they also have their characters and cuteness in them. It really brings a great accomplishment to my life when they responded or even just a gentle hug/ gestures from them do make my day!
SO!!! I've decided to change my line and to study more about non typical kids. Helping them, teahing them and all...THATS MY NEXT CHAPTER IN LIFE!!!!
RAINBOW HERE I COME!!!!
Sunday, 21 June 2009
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Happy Father's Day
Yesterday night, I went to this function where different churches put up their dance items for the Lord!
I was amazed as they used banner, fans, tambourines and many more to worship him!
Was inspired to learn dance after that..HA!
Happy Father's Day
Just came back form church after meeting!
My flame seems to be fading and dying off soon..
I felt more and more restless where I wish to just eat, sleep, shit and all..
Time seems to be always not enough for me!!
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